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  • محمد أمين
    عضو متألق
    • Sep 2003
    • 2582

    #1

    Here is my love story "my first love in my life

    After reading the great bro. Abdulaziz's love story , that encouraged me to share with you the story of the first true love in my life which I would never forget ........




    before I start it , I'd like to talk about myself , this year I finished studying at school and I'm going to university , I used to educate at a language school , may be this was the reason of making me love english , but I don't think so , I think loving english came to me coz I really wanted to be good at to communicate with people all over the world , at least that was my main reason at that moment , so I entered the web and I tried to find new friends from all over the world , I chosed the good ones and I left the bad ones behind my back , all what I cared about is to take care of my religion and never do anything affects it .




    My story started give or take 2 years ago , it started by an email arriving to my inbox , I opened it and I read it .... it's from a girl from portugal saying that she loves the Egyptian culture and history , she read alot of profiles of Egyptians and she found that I'm a nice guy to talk with , and she invited me to talk with her on messenger and to be friends , Until now everything is normal 'cause I used to recieve alot of emails like that and half of my friends knew me by this way .



    I opened at once her profile , I read what she had written about herself , I felt I'm reading a profile of an arabic girl , she was so conservative and decent , wow , how it goes?? a girl like that living in Europe !! , there were in my imagination a picture to the europeans as open ppl without rules , but this one how is she like that , anyway I was so eager to meet her onlimne and talk with her .....




    at night she logged in , we'd a great conversation , I talked with her , I found in her the effect of the arabian culture on andalucia "parts of spain and portugal "andalus"" and on the portuguese people , I adored their cultures , there language , I bought a book to learn this language , I found alot of portuguese words are similar to arabic ones , anyway I asked her about her religion , she said she is christian , after that I knew she is so religious , not like some european who forgot their religion , her openion about some issues like (abortion , s** before marriage , smoking and this bad stuff which are spread in Europe and in the west) her openion was like the islamic point of view , and that made me like her more and more



    by the time ... we started to feel somthing towards eachother , we had te same point of view on alot of stuff , I really thought we are soulmates , I was so happy when she asked me about islam and discussed me issues about it , she was convinced by alot of things in it , she entered sites talking about islam , se knew that we have 5 prayers per each day , and she knew the main corners of Islam , she asked me to show her the pictures of Ka'aba and the Masjid of prophet Muhammed pbuh , she was impressed by them , in myself I was hoping , I was sure ... she would Change into Islam one day .



    days passed and day after day my love to her starting to getting bigger and bigger , and one day she told me she likes the Egyptian history , so I bought her a piece of paprys with king TUT-anch amon drawings on it , and I sent it to her , she was extremely happy with it , after that I asked her about her mobile number so that I can hear her voice , she gave it to me and I gave mine to her , and when my birthday came , I recieved a present from her ,she sent a present from portugal To Egypt , I was surprised , she remembered my birthday and she sent me a great present , I telephoned her in that day and I heared her beautiful voice , in that day I was so happy , you know .... being loved by somebody in the other side of the earth having the feelings of yours , something Charmy ......



    To Be Continued......................





    soon , the nxt part of my story --------> the start of the problem and the start of writing poetry

    آخر تعديل بواسطة محمد أمين; 07-07-2005, 12:14 AM.
    Mohamed Amin
  • ام اي عزيزي
    عضو فعال

    • Mar 2005
    • 685

    #2
    الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

    Here we go friend i will read it and i'm looking forward for the next part
    Be honest
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    • محمد أمين
      عضو متألق
      • Sep 2003
      • 2582

      #3
      الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

      thanx my friend , and the nxt part is coming so soon
      Mohamed Amin

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      • محمد أمين
        عضو متألق
        • Sep 2003
        • 2582

        #4
        الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

        THE 2nd PART

        I spent the most wonderful days with that Portuguese girl , my best mates laughed at me , thay said "huh , you are trying to love a girl who's away from you by thousands of miles , you are dreaming ,man" , but I didn't listen to them , coz I belive that the true love is between the souls , and our souls did love each other and that was so beautiful .

        Days passed and we exchanged calls and presents , my love to her was becoming bigger and bigger and I respected her alot . but suddenly I found a big change in her attitude towards me , she started to treat me like just a friend , I didn't like that , we spent a year together meeting eachother online every single day , and we exchanged calls every week at least a call or two , and the important is that we exchanged love , I tried to search if there were anybody else in her life , but I couldn't have been sure , I was mad , she treated me like just a friend and she pretended that she don't know anything .

        I was depressed alot , my best mate told me that this is the predictable result , he told me that long-distance relationships won't succeed ever , but inside me I felt that it can succeed , we love eachother and nothing could stop us , but what's wrong with her? , I felt so depressed and I decided to stop talking with her , at least for sometime , I know she didn't do anything wrong towards me , but I can't talk with her like that .


        I spent night thinking about her , when I look to the moon I remember her and I got more depressed , and once I was holding a paper and a pen in my hands I tried to talk from my heart , and that was my first experience with poetry , I did write my first poem , I called it "THE LOST LOVE" , it was sad romantic poem describing my feelings at that moment and here is the poem :
        THE LOST LOVE


        Looking at the moon in the sky
        Imagining your picture in front of my eye
        Wondering where you went without kissing me Goodbye


        I can't help myself
        I can't stop myself
        I'm going crazy
        But I cannot turn my back
        Got to face the fact
        Love without you is crazy


        Sweetheart, Don't leave me alone
        Looking hopeless at the moon
        Please come back
        For my sake
        Hold my hands as a lover
        And stay with me for ever


        Haven't you understood it yet??!!
        Make me Romeo & be my Joliet


        After that poem , I decided not to stop , I found in poetry the cure of my broken heart , I became little better after writing poetry , so I wrote many poems about sad romance .

        after some weeks , Iwas still not talking with her,I know she didn't know anything about that , but I couldn't help myself , I couldn't talk with her anymore , and one night ....I had dream..... and here ismy dream...
        I dreamt that there were a world Championship of a strange game , where every team has to push abig -thing- made of wood on Ice , and the faster team win ... any way I was among the Egyptian team , and while I was walking between the teams , I found my girl among the Portuguese team ,I ran towards her , and I said "Wow , what are you doing here?", I hold her hand and I found them extremely soft and beautiful , I told her "I love you" and she said the same , and then I waked up

        When I walked up I was so sad , Man , all the last weeks I'm trying to forget her and now I'd that dream which reminds me with her again , I ran to her presents and letters and I read them again , I was feeling so bad , and I found myself writing this poem "A DREAM"

        A dream.....reminded me with the past
        A dream.....reminded me with my pain
        A dream.....reminded me with my broken heart
        A dream.....reminded me with you again
        A dream.....let me hold your soft hands
        A dream.....let me remember the old memories
        A dream.....made me feel alone
        A dream.....made me want to talk to you soon
        I held your letters.....your presents
        I read your lovely words.....that made me feel I'm Romeo
        I asked myself.....Do I still love you??!!
        Am I decieving myself.....Or What should I do?
        I'm so depressed....I just don't know....
        I hate to love you.....and you pretend you don't know
        I need your help.....I need your love
        Should I talk to you again??!!
        Or just disappear from your life.....and suffer from my pain
        I love you so much.....I love you loads
        But I just don't know what to do.....
        I just don't know......



        I put that poem in the forum like others here http://www.sandroses.com/abbs/showthread.php?t=71696 , my smiles to members hide alot of sad feelings , and you can feel that during reading my replays to the members.

        After writing this poem , I couldn't stand being away from her anymore , I decided to talk with her again normally and notice her attitude , at first she was like the old days , but after a week I think she changed again .

        and by days I could control my feelings and I considered her a friend ... aspecial friend , and until now we exchange presents in birthdays , last may she'd a fire in her house but despite that she didn't forget me and she sent me a present in my bithday on may 15, so we are now adapted to be friends ...best friends , and she is a real friend ........


        so as I'm so sad to lose her her heart , at the same time I'm so happy to have her friendship .


        And Thanks to that sweet girl , I wrote poetry , may be that's why I write sad romantic poems , coz all these poems are coz of my broken heart , It's about a year since I wrote my first poem , and until now I write , write and write and insha'allah I'm not gonna stop ............


        that was the story of me with poetry and my first true love in my life , And I'm so sorry for making it so long


        for reading my sad poems that related to this story in the forum , here are some links

        A Stolen Heart , Paradise of Love , Let my dream Come true , My Dream Princess , I love you sweetheart , I'm writing my words


        With my best wishes ,

        yours ,

        MOHAMED AMIN
        Mohamed Amin

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        • ام اي عزيزي
          عضو فعال

          • Mar 2005
          • 685

          #5
          الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

          that's goooooood from you dear friend i really enjoy it
          thanks and becareful

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          • محمد أمين
            عضو متألق
            • Sep 2003
            • 2582

            #6
            الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

            اضيف في الأساس بواسطة ام اي عزيزي
            that's goooooood from you dear friend i really enjoy it
            thanks and becareful

            _______________________________
            Thanx alot my friend abdulaziz , and thanx alot for honouring this thread
            Mohamed Amin

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            • ام اي عزيزي
              عضو فعال

              • Mar 2005
              • 685

              #7
              الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life




              Very well my friend
              I'm sorry for the the weak reaction on your story and on your hard work of written it down for us
              And that's because of a family reasons
              Here is my comment dear friend and I hope you accept it with your lovely spirit that we got used to it
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              the Portuguese girl I mean your girl was so right
              that it cannot be a love between two person from different backgrounds different culture and language be always succeed
              your life is different from hers
              did you ever think about after marrying her didn't you think that she might have other Portuguese boy friends does your faith accept being your wife go out with other men under the name of boy friend they have their own culture
              if she was Muslim I will be sad for you but, thank god that she wasn't so I'm happy that you didn't involve in a mysterious and unknown consequence love
              thanks
              your story were
              [IMG]http://schizo97***********/glitterw23.gif[/IMG]
              if it was on an Arabic girl

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              • محمد أمين
                عضو متألق
                • Sep 2003
                • 2582

                #8
                الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

                اضيف في الأساس بواسطة ام اي عزيزي



                Very well my friend

                I'm sorry for the the weak reaction on your story and on your hard work of written it down for us
                And that's because of a family reasons

                Here is my comment dear friend and I hope you accept it with your lovely spirit that we got used to it
                ____________________________



                the Portuguese girl I mean your girl was so right
                that it cannot be a love between two person from different backgrounds different culture and language be always succeed

                your life is different from hers
                did you ever think about after marrying her didn't you think that she might have other Portuguese boy friends does your faith accept being your wife go out with other men under the name of boy friend they have their own culture
                if she was Muslim I will be sad for you but, thank god that she wasn't so I'm happy that you didn't involve in a mysterious and unknown consequence love


                thanks

                your story were
                [IMG]http://schizo97***********/glitterw23.gif[/IMG]
                if it was on an Arabic girl



                I'm so happy coz you returned again with this replay and reaction , You know ... when you be in a middle of a relationship ... you always look to the bright side , you never look at the bad results until it happen , for me and as I said in the story , I was so impressed by her culture which was extremely close to ours , sometimes I dreamt that she convert to Islam and then I marry her one day .... you know .... fresh teen-ager dreams which were born by true love , I never thought she may leave me for another portuguese boy or something ....

                but after the Change that happened after that , I start thinking about what you were saying in your replay .... We are away from eachother by thousands of miles , diffrent cultures ... diffrent religion , that's impossible , and thanx to allah that made it easy for us both to change this relationship from love to true friendship , and it succeeded and now she's really more than a true friend for me .......


                May allah bless you my friend , and it's so nice that we share our lives' experiencies , so that we can benefit eachother and not to fall in the faults again and again

                with my best regards to you ,,

                Mohamed
                Mohamed Amin

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                • ام اي عزيزي
                  عضو فعال

                  • Mar 2005
                  • 685

                  #9
                  الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life


                  Its pleasure dear honey
                  take care

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                  • judgex
                    موقوف
                    • Feb 2005
                    • 226

                    #10
                    الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

                    i realy know how are u feeling
                    your words broke my heart
                    i want to say that u are not alone on this
                    ..................................................
                    your poems was great
                    your words touch my heart
                    ........................
                    what i can said to u
                    this is the life
                    one go....one came
                    and belive me one day u will find the true love
                    be optimastic

                    best regards

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                    • محمد أمين
                      عضو متألق
                      • Sep 2003
                      • 2582

                      #11
                      الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

                      اضيف في الأساس بواسطة judgex
                      i realy know how are u feeling
                      your words broke my heart
                      i want to say that u are not alone on this
                      ..................................................
                      your poems was great
                      your words touch my heart
                      ........................
                      what i can said to u
                      this is the life
                      one go....one came
                      and belive me one day u will find the true love
                      be optimastic

                      best regards
                      My dear brother judgeX , I loved your replay so much .

                      you are so right , it is life ....one go & one come , but the problem is to be sure this girl is the true love or your soulmate , and unfortunately we -guys- can't easily know that b4 we fall in the trap , for example me .... I loved that girl and I always believed in the success of that love , and until now I do , but you know .... my eyes were closed and I didn't see that obstacles between us as mentioned b4 ,and finally I'd a broken heart trying to b fixed by sad poems , may be that's due to the early age , but I believe that love is not connected with age at all .

                      any way this story is considered as the first love in my life which I'm not gonna forget at all as long as I live ........


                      thanx alot my dear brother judgex , with my best wishes to you

                      Mohamed
                      Mohamed Amin

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                      • judgex
                        موقوف
                        • Feb 2005
                        • 226

                        #12
                        الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

                        i know how do u feel
                        be sure that all of us can not forget the first love
                        because it gives us another meaning of life
                        it change our hearts
                        sometimes when i can not say words of love i let my tears come out and my heart suffering
                        first love has special tast
                        i can not blame u
                        becaues i got suffer too
                        but you are better than my
                        by you poems and your sweet words

                        good luck

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                        • محمد أمين
                          عضو متألق
                          • Sep 2003
                          • 2582

                          #13
                          الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

                          اضيف في الأساس بواسطة judgex
                          i know how do u feel
                          be sure that all of us can not forget the first love
                          because it gives us another meaning of life
                          it change our hearts
                          sometimes when i can not say words of love i let my tears come out and my heart suffering
                          first love has special tast
                          exactly my brother , there are a quote that I like so much and I believe in it , it says "TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES" , so if anybody loves truely , this love will last for ever ....

                          thanx again my friend , and may allah bless you

                          Mohamed
                          Mohamed Amin

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                          • Dr Ramy
                            عضو فعال
                            • Aug 2004
                            • 744

                            #14
                            الرد: Here is my love story "my first love in my life

                            maaaaaaaaaaaaan !! ... i think i have less than 2 min. and i'll start .... crying !! ..



                            C ya !

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