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  • ancora vivo
    عضو بارز
    • Aug 2005
    • 1015

    #1

    =Forever hurted=

    Don't really know what am I still doing in this world...
    no matter what I say or do, it always seems like I hurt someone or if I don't hurt someone I and up hurting myself,

    I have this strange feeling inside... it's like at any moment I'll blown up in tears... I feel like I want to slit my wrists and let life drain away...

    Sometimes I just wished someone to hold me and, it's hand on my head and say everything is going to be alright...

    In the end I guess I just wanted to be happy, but everytime I try it's like I'm doing things the wrong way and I end up hurted and crying... it's always this way...

    Everytime I get hurted it's like part of me dies and I feel like my heart is drying and I'm becoming a person without feelings... it's odd to see how I've become to this...

    I used to belive in love and all that stuff, but now...
    I don't know... it just makes no sense to me...
    Love only made me happy for sometime because on the next moment I was there, layed on the floor, crying my eyes out, because I've been dumped again.

    I can belive love works for some people... lucky them ... hope it works for everyone I care about.. but it does not works for me. I don't belive it anymore...

    So, I put my arms down and give up... I give up of beliving...

    I preffer to see love as a dream... some people live in this dream forever and they are happy and some other wake up from it and live unhappily ever after...

    So, I thank you... thank you for pull me out of that dream... thank you to force me to see the world as it really is... thank you for making me the person I am now... thanks to you my life is now black & white... thank you for that... thank you to kill the last part of the little girl inside me... thank you.

    Even though I think this way it does not means peolple needs to think like me... no... I don't want this to anyone... specially to those that mean so much to me... for those I beg, please, keep on dreaming, please, don't wake
    up... never... dream forever and be as happiest as you can be.

    it is just my fate to be hurted,
    please keep on dreaming
    one word can kill your love
    be carefull
    السكاكين اتعبتها الجراح.........
  • walid51
    عضو بارز
    • Mar 2003
    • 1869

    #2
    الرد: =Forever hurted=

    Thanks a lot for your topic

    My regards

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    • ancora vivo
      عضو بارز
      • Aug 2005
      • 1015

      #3
      الرد: =Forever hurted=

      thank you
      ur topics r very nice ,

      i wish u best of luck
      السكاكين اتعبتها الجراح.........

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      • ziadmasry
        عضو
        • Sep 2005
        • 24

        #4
        الرد: =Forever hurted=

        You are welcome anytime to express ur inner feelings and it's ur right to be listened to!!!!!! My friend u need reconciliation with ur spirit. I mean u have a blaming personality and that's good not bad. When u blame urself for wrongs then ur a good person but don't exagerate so as not to be pessimistic. Get stuck to ur God and ur religion's instructions.
        I hope i haven't disturbed u
        thanks a lot

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        • عاشقة المحيطات
          عضو فعال
          • Jul 2005
          • 332

          #5
          الرد: =Forever hurted=

          dont be sad my freind ancora vivo
          its ok ..
          ...you have anormal feeling as anyone
          so its better to express your feeling to support yourself..
          thanx for your nice topics..

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          • ancora vivo
            عضو بارز
            • Aug 2005
            • 1015

            #6
            الرد: =Forever hurted=

            thanks my friends,

            when i read those words , i just felt
            it is my heart talking, emotionally i was very down
            but now
            i just decided to forgot ,but how can i forgot , i wish i had a 'forget button' or something like that ,i know i don't, ill just create it
            'it is not my time to go...'
            i'll survive..........
            ancora vivo........

            thanks again
            ziad & 3ashika
            السكاكين اتعبتها الجراح.........

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            • ziadmasry
              عضو
              • Sep 2005
              • 24

              #7
              الرد: =Forever hurted=

              Dear friend,
              The first time we get something sad , we feel that a huge mountain of sadness is falling on our hearts. But over days we can recreate and rethink to find out that we were mistaken to think in this way. As long as ur living , u will meet and face so many problems but don't allow these problems let u down, just try to scream with ur sadness don't keep it inside ur delicate heart. By the way we have a "forget button" and it is the memory in our mind to delete bad things.
              wish u the best of luck

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              • ancora vivo
                عضو بارز
                • Aug 2005
                • 1015

                #8
                الرد: =Forever hurted=

                اضيف في الأساس بواسطة ziadmasry
                Dear friend,
                The first time we get something sad , we feel that a huge mountain of sadness is falling on our hearts. But over days we can recreate and rethink to find out that we were mistaken to think in this way. As long as ur living , u will meet and face so many problems but don't allow these problems let u down, just try to scream with ur sadness don't keep it inside ur delicate heart. By the way we have a "forget button" and it is the memory in our mind to delete bad things.
                wish u the best of luck

                thanks ziad for ur nice words,
                but my bros

                to lose someone who u have known & trusted for long time (pretty long) ;

                i was cracked ,
                no no , not cracked , crashed is the word .
                !!!!!!!!!!!!! i just found that i was cheated for X years,
                guess who cheated me ????
                i cheated myself....
                something like that cant just go with the wind, the forget button wont be able to erase it ,just like computer prog , u cant erase a runing prog;that prog is my memory & failed to make it stop running to erase it, but ill try to find a way
                ...
                now im out of the dream
                i see the world as it is
                the last part of li'l girl died inside me
                my head is the only way to my heart, with that red sign in the end of the way
                "you are't authorised to get closer"

                that cool things 4 the future ,

                what about the past?????
                u cant erase a running prog or u would crash the system


                wish u best of luck
                wish u happiness

                ancora vivo
                السكاكين اتعبتها الجراح.........

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                • ziadmasry
                  عضو
                  • Sep 2005
                  • 24

                  #9
                  الرد: =Forever hurted=

                  [quote=ancora vivo]thanks ziad for ur nice words,
                  but my bros

                  to lose someone who u have known & trusted for long time (pretty long) ;

                  i was cracked ,
                  no no , not cracked , crashed is the word .
                  !!!!!!!!!!!!! i just found that i was cheated for X years,
                  guess who cheated me ????
                  i cheated myself....
                  something like that cant just go with the wind, the forget button wont be able to erase it ,just like computer prog , u cant erase a runing prog;that prog is my memory & failed to make it stop running to erase it, but ill try to find a way
                  ...
                  now im out of the dream
                  i see the world as it is
                  the last part of li'l girl died inside me
                  my head is the only way to my heart, with that red sign in the end of the way
                  "you are't authorised to get closer"

                  that cool things 4 the future ,

                  what about the past?????
                  u cant erase a running prog or u would crash the system


                  wish u best of luck
                  wish u happiness

                  ancora vivo[/quote
                  Dear Ancora
                  Thanks to God that have not been computerized yet. We are still humans to think about our problems deeply and make better use of our former experinces. The wiser ur , the sooner u hail ur wounds. As for colors, Whatever colors u see, just make it a bright color.
                  It's my word (if u are not killed in a battle, then u are a victor.)

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                  • ancora vivo
                    عضو بارز
                    • Aug 2005
                    • 1015

                    #10
                    الرد: =Forever hurted=

                    thanks ziad ,
                    dont worry bros , know im strong i learned new skills.....
                    i learned how to hate , how to convert all the love into dark hatred...
                    before i trust someone , i would test him/her ....
                    i ll put in my mind all the given items , & test results
                    resolve this infos(u know that X&Y stuff) , and then decide what to do...

                    i didn't want to make it like that ,
                    but '2 live wiz wolfs ,u 've 2 be 1 of them'

                    thanks again ziad,
                    السكاكين اتعبتها الجراح.........

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