Don't really know what am I still doing in this world...
no matter what I say or do, it always seems like I hurt someone or if I don't hurt someone I and up hurting myself,
I have this strange feeling inside... it's like at any moment I'll blown up in tears... I feel like I want to slit my wrists and let life drain away...
Sometimes I just wished someone to hold me and, it's hand on my head and say everything is going to be alright...
In the end I guess I just wanted to be happy, but everytime I try it's like I'm doing things the wrong way and I end up hurted and crying... it's always this way...
Everytime I get hurted it's like part of me dies and I feel like my heart is drying and I'm becoming a person without feelings... it's odd to see how I've become to this...
I used to belive in love and all that stuff, but now...
I don't know... it just makes no sense to me...
Love only made me happy for sometime because on the next moment I was there, layed on the floor, crying my eyes out, because I've been dumped again.
I can belive love works for some people... lucky them
... hope it works for everyone I care about.. but it does not works for me. I don't belive it anymore...
So, I put my arms down and give up... I give up of beliving...
I preffer to see love as a dream... some people live in this dream forever and they are happy and some other wake up from it and live unhappily ever after...
So, I thank you... thank you for pull me out of that dream... thank you to force me to see the world as it really is... thank you for making me the person I am now... thanks to you my life is now black & white... thank you for that... thank you to kill the last part of the little girl inside me... thank you.
Even though I think this way it does not means peolple needs to think like me... no... I don't want this to anyone... specially to those that mean so much to me... for those I beg, please, keep on dreaming, please, don't wake
up... never... dream forever and be as happiest as you can be.
it is just my fate to be hurted,
please keep on dreaming
one word can kill your love
be carefull
no matter what I say or do, it always seems like I hurt someone or if I don't hurt someone I and up hurting myself,
I have this strange feeling inside... it's like at any moment I'll blown up in tears... I feel like I want to slit my wrists and let life drain away...
Sometimes I just wished someone to hold me and, it's hand on my head and say everything is going to be alright...
In the end I guess I just wanted to be happy, but everytime I try it's like I'm doing things the wrong way and I end up hurted and crying... it's always this way...
Everytime I get hurted it's like part of me dies and I feel like my heart is drying and I'm becoming a person without feelings... it's odd to see how I've become to this...
I used to belive in love and all that stuff, but now...
I don't know... it just makes no sense to me...
Love only made me happy for sometime because on the next moment I was there, layed on the floor, crying my eyes out, because I've been dumped again.
I can belive love works for some people... lucky them
... hope it works for everyone I care about.. but it does not works for me. I don't belive it anymore...So, I put my arms down and give up... I give up of beliving...
I preffer to see love as a dream... some people live in this dream forever and they are happy and some other wake up from it and live unhappily ever after...
So, I thank you... thank you for pull me out of that dream... thank you to force me to see the world as it really is... thank you for making me the person I am now... thanks to you my life is now black & white... thank you for that... thank you to kill the last part of the little girl inside me... thank you.
Even though I think this way it does not means peolple needs to think like me... no... I don't want this to anyone... specially to those that mean so much to me... for those I beg, please, keep on dreaming, please, don't wake
up... never... dream forever and be as happiest as you can be.it is just my fate to be hurted,
please keep on dreaming
one word can kill your love
be carefull




i just found that i was cheated for X years,
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